Wednesday, June 17, 2009

torn

at this point, i alternate between periods of complete and utter contentment with periods of unmitigated fear and depression, knowing things are moving forward....

the feelings in the former are understandable and expected....

the feelings in the latter are not....

perhaps they are brought forward by the reality of dealing with a system that, for the most part, doesn't appear to genuinely and passionately care....

today, i had to deal with the educational system....

*sigh*